Black and White Redemption

This tribute was written in 2015 to commemorate the launch of LeRoy CLARKE’S seminal exhibition of black and white paintings dedicated to the Haitian people called ‘ Eye Hayti…Cries…Everywhere.’
With the greatest respect and appreciation for the work and life of this master artist, poet and Chief of the Tribe of ONE, I now repost this poem in honour of our own Emancipation celebrations today.
BLACK AND WHITE REDEMPTION
They called me slave
I called me brave
They said I was backward
Toiled long and hard, I did
to take this world, our world forward
Now they Hate Me
Calling me black and natty
Don’t they know in my blackness
All light, colours and races are encased?
Whole worlds and cultures I integrate
In the red of my blood, dripped over lands and seas in cruel captivity
Genetic foundations for great earth cultures were spread wide
As my African Beingness was systematically uprooted, so too was my body.
Under the orange gold of a Caribbean sun
Poked and prodded was I for signs of Atlantic crossing strain
My transported psyche already beginning to rearrange
Slowly conforming to a biased colonial mentality
Confining me to centuries of unspeakable brutality.
I AM NO SLAVE but they called me that over and over
So yellow was the bilious curses that rose to my throat
As whip after whip lash connected to my straight held back
That my moods turned to blue as my soul songs died within me.
Only the ancestors saw my plight as I tried to stand up to massa’s might
Falling many times before any sign of victory ever came into my sight.
Indigo tints the old womens’ healing poultices used to cure my angry sores
Reintroducing ancestral lore supplanted to these far off shores
With the drum and the dance, African rites that helped us all to endure
These patient wisdom elders buoying sagging spirits
By boldly telling stories of victories lost and won
We will triumph one day if only we hold each other tight
But my body gave way
So many like me chose not to stay the course
As time came and went and there was no holy repartee
To my pleas for safe delivery from our collective generational misery.
Violet was the light as my colours retracted into the mystery of death.
What was really the meaning of such a sorrowful life?
I travelled along the long rivers of whitish violet light
Viewing the life I just left and the others I knew I had eons ago
Experiences of vivid colours, reflecting the pure essence of me
That dwelled in my more subtle bodies.
In their energetic vibrations I know I have choice:
I could follow the colours and go on to other realms
Less dense, less restricted and where I know I AM NO SLAVE
Or help the ones I left behind
For I had become the WE!
ALL of us gathered in the Void, the Blackness of the Mother
The Womb of all Wombs and hatched a plan
That the others left behind would not only find a way to be free
But their light would reflect their true soul energy
Of vibrant colours, illuminating the darkest night
And bringing joy to the longest day.
No one would ever again call us slave again.
The Black Mother Goddess had artfully prepared her chosen son
The pointer man from the Void, the blackness of all Creation
This divinely chosen one, the master painter of the sacred colours
Thrown directly back from the turbulent sea,
Stood his ground firm and solid in truest artistic intent
To raise the awareness of the bruised and battered WE.
With bone white canvas primed and paint brush raised
Drew he, the first black dot and ancestral line
Thereby opening the painted portals of African mortal pain
While exorcising emotional grime gathered over centuries of time
Come people, let the multitudes in, the work is done
Colonial masters, slaves and indentured, boat people and migrant workers
All who sacrificed for the old world orders
Here is your salvation in black and white imagery
These are humanity’s stories in stark black and white recovery
Drawn directly from the Black Womb of the Sacred Mother of Humanity
And under lit by the White Light of the Holy Father’s Redemption.
Come reclaim yourselves
Face our collective grief and hope
Reparate our lost and broken legacies
Take only what applies for new energy underlies
These testimonies to a people’s resilience and their awakened sovereignty.
Remember, I was never a slave
And neither were you.
Afiyah Ledgerwood. August 1, 2023



